tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-925288990167100425.post7278312045020032109..comments2023-04-23T09:49:34.867-06:00Comments on My Journey Through Anorexia: terrifiedDawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05886626878002819010noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-925288990167100425.post-24029665630825165322011-06-05T19:45:29.472-06:002011-06-05T19:45:29.472-06:00but of course (you know this) that even then you w...but of course (you know this) that even then you wouldn't have thought you were doing it "right"-you know what they say; the only perfect anorexic is a dead one.<br /><br />thought as to why: for me at least, concerns about how well i "did" at the eating disorder tend to come back to the issue of feeling that i need to work and suffer in order to deserve the care of others.<br /><br />as for the scale: you can definitely do it. even when i do get on facing front, i never look at the number, because there is literally no reason to have that number...so you're in good company. :)Hollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01120903510222043127noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-925288990167100425.post-744398700525277202011-06-04T16:57:21.596-06:002011-06-04T16:57:21.596-06:00I'm sorry you're struggling so much today....I'm sorry you're struggling so much today. I know how frustrating and upsetting it can get when you suddenly don't want to fight anymore. It's exhausting! Remember what you said the other day about not being alone, though. And remember what you said just now about "the ILLUSION of comfort that not eating brings." It's hard not to fall into that illusion. I'm here if you want to talk or complain or vent or cry! If you need any extra support Tuesday (or ever!), feel free to E-Mail me or get my number to text me. Hang in there, girl. Those three angellic faces and that amazing man do need you ... we all do!Amyhttp://embracingimperfection.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.com