Maybe it shouldn't bug me. Shouldn't bother me at all.
but. it. does.
None of my business if they want to remain friends. Doesn't affect my life. Doesn't mean I have to be friends with them.
so why does this hurt like hell? why do I feel so betrayed?
maybe it is none of my business, but I still feel like I just don't matter to them as much as what others think of them does. Others opinions and keeping up a good appearance matters more than I do. It always has. I should be used to it by now.
sadly. I. am. not.