My head and throat hurt really badly. Blah. I hate not feeling good. And it is worse because my middle child is not feeling good either. He is awake, throwing up. Fast times at cootie high.
I understand the drill sergeant, task master that orange can be. She's been beating me up pretty badly lately. I couldn't stand up to her tonight at a Christmas party so she won and I had only coffee. I was too scared to even eat the fresh strawberries. Lame.
I had an interesting conversation with my mom today. And when I say interesting, I really mean disturbing. I need to process. I am annoyed with her but even more so a little concerned at her ready acceptance of all things with out cross referencing her sources. Pretty sure my head would have exploded if I hadn't had to cut the conversation short to go pick up my son from school.
And I got an update on my niece. She is still at the hospital because she has refused to go home. She said if she goes home, she will just run away because she will not live with her step mom. So since she is a minor, they are keeping her, meeting with a social worker and trying to figure out what to do. You know it is bad when you are halfway hoping that she will become a ward of the state so they will pay for her to go to the home for troubled girls (at least for a few more months until she turns 18).
I'm very weary tonight. I'm feeling crappy. I'm awake taking care of a sick kid though I'd love to be in bed myself right now. I'm worried about my niece. I'm just weary. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.