Sunday, November 18, 2012
attack of the voices
not feeling well. two of three kids are sick, like fevers and wicked cough kind of sick. struggling today. my voices informed me that Hubby is a better mom than I have ever been. he cleans and keeps up with the housework that I have never ever been able to. there is no searching through piles of laundry to find school clothes anymore. the longest the dishes have been behind was one day and that was due to sickness. somehow he can do everything that I couldn't when I was the one home all day. that was the last and most devastating of a string of attacking thoughts. and now I'm going to go
cry to bed and hope tomorrow sounds less painful in my head.