The scale numbers that had risen have dropped again. I want to be motivated and I am so not motivated. I'm tired. My medicine cocktail helped at first and now I am back to exhausted all the time again. I'm also back to being severely iron deficient and my thyroid is wacko again as well. I know that plays a huge role in why I am exhausted. I'm just tired of being tired. I'm tired of being too tired to care whether I eat or not.
So tonight, I am making a specific choice to pursue recovery. Tonight I am going to focus on reasons why I choose recovery!
|hands that still need holding|
|mirror messages from my son|
|my boys, they need me and love me and the feelings are mutual :)|
|being able to enjoy and look forward to Ted Drew's next summer when we go back|
|being able to fully enjoy silly things like the water mark left by my coffee cup that I could never intentionally create!|