Thursday, May 20, 2010
I'd like to say that it is incredibly difficult to want to take care of yourself when for the past 2 months everything you eat, healthy or unhealty, no matter what time of day, makes you feel incredibly sick for at least an hour after eating. My husband decided a pregnancy test was in order because of my extreme nausea, it was negative. I am legitimately trying right now. I am trusting God. And I feel awful. I'm tired of feeling sick to my stomach after every meal and snack. I still eat when I am hungry, just saying it's been hard especially when I know I'm going to feel yucky afterwards. Yes, I am eating. Yes I still trust God is bigger than my battles. No, I am not pregnant. And, yes, I am going to see the doctor next week. Hopefully this will pass quickly, it is making everything in life, including desiring to eat, much more difficult.