Yes. Yes, you are definitely correct.
Yes! Is IS going to get easier. I am so proud of you for opening up to your husband and letting him in. That's the only way to heal. You need to talk about it, feel it, heal from it, and then you are able to move on and let it go and leave it in the past. You are taking huge steps towards healing right now. I know it's scary and painful but you have to go through that to truly heal from it. Keep going because you are worth it!!!! :)
It will! I dont know when. But i do know that the Lord has SO much in store for us. This hellish existence cant be all!