I'm beyond exhausted and my bed is calling my name but since I have had a few people notice that I haven't blogged in a while and were asking if I'm ok, I thought I'd better give a quick update. The day after my last post, my medicine started really working and I started feeling more like myself again. I'm eating again and more and more meals are becoming enjoyable. I haven't hated myself for eating since Red Lobster. I am learning, rather slowly but still learning, to give myself the grace I would give to my kids. That is a hard task! I am looking at some relationships in my life that have been complicated and trying to figure out my feelings. It is hard when I feel positive and negative emotions towards a person I love in the same breath. It is a bit confusing at times and emotionally conflicting. How can I love and resent someone to both extremes so much? Anyway, that will have to do for tonight. To wrap it up, yeah I am ok and thanks for checking up on me my friends :)
GOOD NIGHT, SLEEP SWEET!