I am angry with what anorexia has stolen from me. Today is my
Today was my preschoolers last day of school and tomorrow is my other kids last day of school. I am sad to see this year come to a close, more so than usual. As this year ends, I realize how much of it I missed because I had to take care of me. Battling anorexia forced me to focus on me and gave me little time to enjoy 2nd grade, kindergarten and preschool. I feel like I have missed a year of my kids lives and time is something we cannot have back.
I'm tired of anorexia abusing me. I'm tired of trying to defend her. I'm tired of her stealing from me. I'm also tired of fighting to leave her. It is just like any other abusive relationship and I cannot change her.